Itisaspecialblessingtobeabletodevoteyourbestobservationandresearchabilitytoobjective,non-temporalphenomena.Iamblessedwithsuchablessing,whichmakesmelargelyindependentofmyowndestinyandtheactionsofthosearoundme.HowhappyandgratefulIam!Butthisindependencedoesnotallowustodisregardtheobligationtoconnectuswiththepast,presentandfuturehumanbeings.Thoseofuswholiveontheearthareinstrangecondition.Everyoneofus,involuntarilyanduninvited,makesabriefstayintheworld,andknowsnothingaboutwhatandwhy.Indailylife,wejustfeelthatpeopleliveforotherpeople,thatis,fortheonesweloveandmanywhohaveastakeinourdestiny.Ihavealwayswonderedhowmuchmylifedependsontheworkofothers,andIknowhowmuchIowethem.,&39;Idonotbelieveinfreedomofwill.Schopenhauersaidthatpeoplecandowhathewants,butnotwhathewants.Inanycase,thissentenceaccompaniesmeandreconcilesmetopeople&39;sbehavior,evenifitdoeshurtme.Thisknowledgeoftheunfreedomofthewillallowedmenottotaketooseriouslytheselfandothersoftheindividualwhoactedandjudged,andtokeepmeingoodhumour.Ihaveneversoughtcomfortorluxury,orratherIdespiseitall.Mysocialjusticepassionoftenleadsmetoconflictwithpeople;Similarly,myantipathytotherestraintsanddependenciesthatarenotabsolutelynecessaryalsomakesmeconflictedwithpeople.Ialwaysrespecttheindividual;Ihaveaninsurmountableaversiontoviolenceandcommunityfever.Forthisreason,Iamapassionatepacifistandanti-militarist,andIrejectanyformofnationalism,evenifitispatriotic.Ibelievethatprivilegefromstatusandpropertyisunjustandcorrupt,andsoisexcessivepersonalworship.AlthoughIamfamiliarwiththeshortcomingsofthedemocraticstate,Istillespousetheidealsofdemocracy.Socialbalanceandpersonaleconomicsecurity,Ialwaysbelievethatthisistheimportantgoalofthecountry.Though,Iamadistantandindependentpersoninmydailylife;Butthesenseofbelongingtoanunseencommunityoftruth,beauty,andjusticepreventsthecreationofloneliness.Themostbeautifulandprofoundthingapersoncanexperienceisamysteriousfeeling.Itisthefoundationofalltheprofoundpursuitsofreligionandartandscience.Idon&39;tthinkanyonewhocanexperienceit,evenifit&39;snotlikeadeadman,islikeablindman.Beyondourexperience,thereissomethinghiddenbeyondthereachofourmind,anditsbeautyandsublimecanonlyreachusindirectly,throughglimpsesofreflection,andthatisreligion.Onlyinthissense,Iamareligiousperson.Itwasenoughformetoanticipateandseekthismystery,andtobehumble,andtograspthedarkcopyofthesolemnityofexistenceinthemind.
